Oh well . . .

If there is anyone still following this, I think our journey has come to an end. It was quite an experience, but right now all hands are pointing to them choosing to parent instead of placing baby Tosh with us. We always knew it was a possibility. It's just too bad that it happened like this. It was our last chance before we have to move so this is the end for now. I'll just enjoy being the mom of two big boys that hardly need me. I have plenty of time to pursue my photography and running. I will be doing a marathon in October in Denver with my sis-in-law Mags and then after that I'll start training for some sprint Triathalons. I just need to learn how to swim first. Evan was pretty bummed and I need to pack up all the baby stuff I got out so I don't tear up every time I see it. I guess they haven't said a definite no but with what they are thinking and saying now, once they hold the little guy they won't be able to let him go. Anyway, that's all for now. . .